Dear tuttufruttu: I am not a religious person, not because I don't believe, but because I have more earthly things to work on than things we'll never know for sure in our lives. I read your ex-Christian's story and can see where you're coming from. The person of Jesus (the greatest story ever told) is exactly that - a story. How it came about, if you can get the book The Pagan Christ, read it. It clears the air about this God-Man, Son-of-God, or whatever divine association he had (or society has). However, it does not debunk the Christ, it focuses on the Spiritual Christ rather than the Historical Christ, which many modern-day thinking Christians will more easily come to terms with. Here's some extract of the publication:- http://www.wicca-spirituality.com/pagan-christ.html Cheers!