Here lately, I've been really disillusioned with the world. I was considering joining the Sangha. The problem is, that I've already joined twice. I did not go any higher than a novice. The first time I joined, it was never considered to be longer than a week, as I still had school and a job. The second time, was a few months ago. I feel as though I was pressured to leave by family and friends. Would you feel as though it would be rude to go and ask to be re ordained (with proper time for me to think it over). Everything in my life has cooled down recently, and I feel as though I made a huge mistake by leaving. .