I respect your personal beliefs, but i dont agree that there is something called "super freak human"
To depend on ourselves is freedom
unfortunately we dont want to be free, we always want someone to tell us what to do, this is what we have been doing for our entire life!!! We dont know any other way and we are too lazy/too scared to try.
When you practice meditation for long hours you learn how to deal with discomfort and it toughens you up which is important for happiness.