Concurred with the purchase frenzy...at the time that these thoughts were evolved the materials were readily available, but we have been cohearsed into thinking that others have to gather the materials that we need for life and we have to work our asses off so that they keep collecting those addictions, that we could very well collect ourselves. Now on the subject of nothing beyond, I will have to disagree with you there. I've experienced energy existence beyond the body that we can "touch" and I don't reccomend that you wish to find this experience yourself..could be what your accident was all about...next time it may not be such a gentle nudge. I have had some very hard life lessons, of which I manifested, so I tread lightly when I wish upon that which I cannot see...because it has bonked me time and time again. I don't feel the need to push you in any direction Rake, I don't think any of us do...it is your destiny..what is it that you wish to do with the time you have here? That is the real question...that is the physical touching part...that is what you truly seek...Yes?