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I've waited to post, because I wanted to watch this thread unravel.

First and foremost: Welcome Home Rakehel. We've been waiting.

Second, I'd like to add to what Emalpaiz said: "It matters not if it makes sense to others", nor to ourselves. In fact, it dosen't matter at all.
That is another reason why I am agnostic. Not because I don't know, not because I can't know, but because I don't care.

BECAUSE: (yes, I'm yelling....joo wanna fite aboud dit??? LOL )
The truth is the truth, regardless of our ability to catalog it, understand it, believe in it, create fairy tales around it, make it our own, or alter it to fit our selfish insane pants-wearing hairless monkey agandas. If there is a 'God', there is a 'God', regardless of our ability to understand it, or how we choose to see it. If not, then there isn't. It's that simple.
There is an (old) Zenarchist saying, a known simple truth: "Cataloged, numbered, indexed. DEAD"

What is important, as you've already said, is what you're gonna do about it. Finding a way to live your life, and living it. Part of living a life is finding a way to live.

Lastly, a word of warning. Not because I'm trying to make anyone doubt themselves, but because anything, taken to far, can lead you astray.

"Common Sense is what tells you the world is flat."

That means: do not allow your mind to make all of your judgements. Do not allow your heart to guide you everywhere. The two must work in unison, and you MUST hold the reins. Left unchecked, you run the risk of becoming a lunatic, or a 'Holy Man'.... Even lunatics are right some of the time. Even Liars tell the truth. Even Holy Men sin.
Even the best idea, if not thought out, is a bad idea.

Too many people in this world think they KNOW. None do. Too many people are willing to kill or die for the opinions of egocentric, crazy primates. Themselves.

All statements made about "god", are purely opinion. Opinion based upon subjective deductions about subjective experiences.


Bottom line: It Dosen't Matter.
Be who you are, do what you do, believe what you believe.

We're all probably wrong anyway....
Regardless of what you believe, most of the world disagrees with you.