[Spongebob]

Hi Neil - Once again you asked a great question. Unfortunately I don't have a great answer......yet. Part of it is definately an act of humility, and trust, but for me there is so much more. I'm having alot of trouble this evening getting my thoughts together. This is such an important question that I don't want to risk screwing up the answer, so I'm gonna think for awhile about how I want to answer.

I'm not offended in the least by your question, infact I'm thrilled that you're asking.

Carolyn

Carolyn,

THANK YOU so much for your support here.

I realise it's perhaps not an easy question to answer and I ask you not to work yourself so hard because ...well...perhaps there is no clear cut answer !!....though me...with my friggin mindset...wants one !!


I am just trying to understand the nature of faith and hopefully ...maybe...one day.....a chord will be struck that will open the door for me.....
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...For me...right now....I can just never just take a leap of faith...I just can't !!....but I suspect that I may want to !!

Full of contradictions I know....but aren't we all ?.....and eveyrthinmg around us also !!

Thank You Carolyn Mam