[Lilji]

well thankyou sister blue. Yeah sunday...... Only the first time i didnt have a sitter. I told em im distracted, the tv,gf and sister were all on a mission, chatting away. Usually when its class time they go to bed, then its nice and quiet. Every monday i was alone when reading and with the other people around me going on like sheep being chased by dogs.... I just couldnt hear. I felt my sitter was there. Even when i asked the spirit if the sitter was there they nodded theyre head yes. I mostly only listen to daddypea on there. He got me to where i am now on an instant. Also before i was very very graphic, i said exactly what i saw and eh.... Id agree that the sitter shouldnt be taken back to the event. Sometimes is kinda hard for me to connect for some reason. Do you know how many i see that wont talk? They just stand there looking at me... I hate this. Im a little stuck again, feeling it can be better. If i can recieve the spirit as loud as those voices i heard... Damn then nothing will distract me. Thats why im feeling that astral projection will help me. Wana go on a quest to look for my guides, seems they havnt found me lol. There is lots of spach,loads and loads of it to improve in my cache, and i want that improvement