[wrefrinny]

thank you again for your reply. i think that the woman who wanted the 680 to help me through my spiritual journey wasnt quite the spiritual person she claimed to be. i have listened and learned through many that being spiritual is a journey that no one can really "help" you to get to... something you achieve on your own but can be influenced by others such as yourself with opinions and experiences. i am going to continue in my spiritual journey and practice patience and prayer.. i know that being more spiritual will fill that void i have felt for many years. i need to get rid of this stress i have in daily life and when i meditate i find it is my own time.. a time to forget about the day and just think of nothing and embrace that nothing as something if you get my drift. i will continue and persevere. i have a tattoo on my right shoulder that says persevere, i have a strong connection to that word it helps remind me to keep on the right path and dont give up. and giving up is the last thing i will do. if anyone else has any advice for me or can answer any of my questions with their own experience i appreciate all the help and advice that i can receive. bless you all for embracing such spirituality.. im glad their are people out there with such a knowledge.. the rest of my family is quite closed minded and ive always felt different. i love them still of course but wish they embraced their own spirituality like myself and all of you..