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Today when waking up I went to my councelling appointment with fear on what I was guided to say when sitting in the appointment the words were presented to myself

Days before this my Mom was visiting with me and she had said a couple of times when talking with others "face your fears you wont know till you try".

Let me catch you up to a beleif I have had built up within myself

I had beleived that by talking about hearing voices around me within a councelling session I would be locked up and doped up and put in a straight jacket with the label of being crazy or because of the physical abuse that I would be thrown in jail.

Sorry this is all over the place trying to get you all caught up on what was going on inside of me and how it all played out in what we like to call "God's hand in our life"

So back to being presented with the words

You know when we get those split second decisions when we finally solidify something within ourselves at a moment in time ... well this time we decided to face our fears

I am not labeled crazy I am not in jail I was presented with understanding and help and something that I had to face within myself and not blame anything that is around me at the time I was beginning to think that I had a demon following me around whispering something into my ear to create torment and pain when all it was my own filtration system faulting and being very vulnerable

Do not fear the word of God for He only wishes to give upto you all His glory and His heart Amen.

After the councelling session we were presented with two options, again , either go upto Ashland training centre early for my appointment, which we are currently getting tickets to change venues of jobs and actually begin making some money which in turn is a horoscope reading which was guided to the other day (I know there is a lot to this I invite you to tap in and feel this out or any questions for clarification because there is so much information that it would take pages to write this all out LoL) or B go back down to my house get some breakfast and see what Lisa would like to do (key point here see what Lisa would like to do rather then what my guides are asking me to do ) threw faith to the wind and walked to Ashland training centre to find out I was just in time to get into an appointment with Sally because her client had to leave home due to sickness!!! and her words were "that was perfect timing" !!! How wonderful is this and it gets better!!!

While in the office, since we were praying on what to do in finding this type of job, she presented to me a list of websites and seminars that are being offered in that area of construction and general labour oh man God's hand has been strong !!!

When we go with the flow it makes life so much easier feeling it out and walking in the light had no resistance and everything was falling into place when it was happening

Even in the office with Sally there was something on the computer that we so happen to look over and see that there is funding for EccE which Lisa is going in for I said "sorry for easedropping but what is that" LoL after a brief feeling of embarassment she explained to me about it and we took down the information to take to Lisa.

Even in the flow of God does He allow messages and information to come in for other people this life is not about what *I* want but what my guides see and where they would like to take me

All we have to do is trust in our guides ... trust in God..remove the *I* in the equation and go with the flow

It has so much more to it and get this it is SOOO easy WE are the ones that make it hard WE are the ones that stop the beauty of love that comes into our lives

AMEN!!!

God Bless
Love and Light
Amen