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Thank you Zin for sharing that. I hear voices too, but they usually wake me up with a word or two. It always turns out that these words lead me to something that I am meant to know. When this happens they yell the words which startles me & wakes me. It is in a different voice not the same as during meditation. I realize right away that I am the only one that heard this even though it was loud because my dogs are sleeping like babies beside me. They wake to all noises, like the coyotes nearby or a loud vehicle going down the road but never to this. I hear a doorbell ring (that is not there) during the night sometimes & I quickly try to recall my dream. If I get nothing then I go turn the TV on & there is always a message there.

I don’t talk to others about these things either for similar reasons as you, plus no one around me believes in spirit guides except my husband now. I asked my guides and angels to get message to me however they can because I am not always at home. I am really working on staying in the now & not zoned out in thoughts. I pray to God before meditations & ask that he be sure whoever I need help from comes. I also always thank him giving me so much guidance in so many ways.

Just recently I had an angel reading from CathyO. I was one of the winners for replying in the newsletter I get from her. Just a few hours after reading the message & she gave me the name of the angel I was searching for mattresses on the internet. My husband & I are trying to decide which will be the best for both of us. Well he always has to have the TV on & I had just found what I thought would work for us. I stood up & moved away from the computer so he could check it out. Anderson Cooper was on & he introduced a doctor whose 1st name was the same as the Angel Cathy had told me about. The spelling was exactly the same. I like those kinds of conformations. For awhile I had felt the presence of what I thought was another guide but could only see & feel very long lush eyelashes so close to my face. It was my Angel, I now know.

It is wonderful that they get the messages we need to hear if we just watch out for them & are willing to receive them & accept them when they come. We just have to let them lead us to the information sometimes which is fine by me. I don’t mind getting messages in a step by step process or a round about way. Gee, I give them credit for working so hard to get it to me since I’m still developing & learning to raise my vibrations so our communication is easier. You are right it is us that make the process hard, but thank God they just keep at it till they get the message & love to us.