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i recently had a 'flash' that my boss was widowed. a week later she informed me her husband was just diagnosed with cancer and they are awaiting results to see if it has spread.
i had blocked these flashes out since my teen years because they scared me, they have only recently began re-occuring and i have decided to develop them properly instead of running from them.. but how do i deal with the guilt i feel knowing something like this? im trying to let it go and accept that its his path but i just feel terrible knowing his two little girls could be without a father soon.