[Donlupedron]

I agree, did you give him cancer? No. This is a gift. Though it feels like a curse. So why would you know this without being able to stop it? Because sometimes you may be able to. In order to trust what you are receiving, they are giving you provable premonitions.

You will evolve the more you work on it. Things will not seem so scary. There are plenty of lessons here to learn. Please go through and begin that journey.