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Boys are sooo lucky girls are around, cause other men certainly wouldnt put up with em fulltime ! They would all kill each other off !

We women put up and accept so much from men and then they turn around and treat us poorly what ????

hahaa.

Back to post, usually i give up my spiritual path, because life and be-ing human (stolen from pagan haha) gets in the way of any thing else..

Although i must say for me its a good thing step in, step out. Life is hard work, and we cant always have one foot in the grave (ba haha excusa the pun ) So to live in what was intended for us, a human experience, is what i do.

Although at the moment my life is a DRAG as im between jobs, i dont think ive ever been sooo broke its embarressing, my anger is through the roof , because i feel a little out of control, but now that i recognize that its my beginning to heal !

Life is about who we are, what is happening to us. Sometimes if we focus too much on others or too much spirituality (those of us who are not blessed with extra companions constantly, spirits) then we will be bought smashing down to earth.

Smashing down to earth is never fun, cant see the lesson at the time, but i try to say this is a blessing i just cant see it at the moment. Then i have to either dump alot of my thoughts , ie not fight it, or the reverse fight for the death of trying to change the inner me.

I just want to cry right now , Its the inner me crying for me to heal , i love writing sometimes it brings something out you never realised , phewww thanks
Moderator, think the penny just dropped.