[chechokancho]

I dont' know when I first saw things but I have since I was a child but I blocked it so fiercely that I only remember a few "sightings" so to speak. I was already a social outcast so I dont' think I could have handled this too. I was over 12 before I remember anything and it was the sighting of my uncle after his death. I know understand he was letting me know he didnt go to hell but as a child it only scared the wits out of me.

I only recently began this journey even though i wasn't technically looking for it. i've always known I was different but didn't know or understand why. I was diagnosed ADHD but honestly I think its over active pent-up energy I never released. ever since I've begun taming my "wild" energy I feel so so so different, way calmer, more intelligent because I can know complete a thought and find it again after a "rabbit trail". i used to have a "fog" in my mind and I couldn't get passed it until now. I'm still impatient though lol still working on that! but how bad can it be to want to help others with my abilities? lol

I still feel like i have a block that I need to break down but working with my guides and angels to get it down. I dont' even know what the block is! lol