[Aagotiq]

Now you've explained a little more, I would say. Your guides are working on assisting you to overcome fear. They would have used your mother as a way of settling you, in this way you gain more control when in the astral.

I wouldn't be to concerned with the death message, something tells me if it was indeed true, you'd have had a different reaction.

So stop worrying you've got a lot more to achieve through this life, I'm sure we'll be hearing from you in the next few days. You can't get out of this life so easy, ha ha