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Thanks guys, I really appreciate it. You guys are awesome, and Pagan Medium, I will have to take you up on that because I would really like to learn howto utilize my abilities and handle them so they dont effect my life. I have been speaking with a friend that is also psychic and she tells me to push the energy back. But sometimes it gets so hard that I get really bad anxiety from it. I meditate every morning and every night sometimes it helps alot and other times it doesnt. Right now, its hard for me to even go to alot of public places. I cant even go around my family right now its so bad. I went to my parents house yesterday and only lasted about 10 minutes before I just couldnt handle it. I noticed the more and more I allow my abilities to form the harder it is for me to handle. My friend tells me I am being anti-social but he doesnt understand, yet when I tell him what is going to happen and what he is feeling he always tells me i am right. I have even hit sore spots with him and have made him cry, and he doesnt understand how I knew. Sometimes I want to block this from happening but then other times, I feel great to help people. Has anyone ever felt like that before?

Thanks for your input.....it actually is helpful. At least I dont feel so alone, like i am the only one that has ever felt that way.

Beany