Ever since I turned 23 and received my spiritual awakening..going to post it in experiences soon...I have had a burning desire in my heart and soul to learn about Jesus christ...I am filled with awe almost a happiness that is too divine to explain when I hear people talk about him..when i am in church and hear his name i break down and cry. I believe that since we are all connected as one we are tied to Christ or Rah or Dali lama or whomever you beleive to be God in human form we have a want in our hearts to meet him. For awhile now everytime i hear his name i cry everytime i hear his name i see myself as a child looking up to him when he was getting crucified...the love and aura of Christ and God is as such to do nothing but pull our heart strings...you are in the right place if you feel this..he wants to meet you he wants you to see him .. when you get these feelings of wanting to cry imagine yourself 'stepping' into the emotion bask in it remember it recreate it on your own time...we all must form a relationship with a higher power the absolute God in order to proceed into our pyschic World. I sense a blessing on you of love.