hey pagan, i dont want to stop it forever. its just quite annoying experiencing all these emotions that arent mine all the time. all my life ive experienced feelings and emotions i just couldnt account for. sometimes i can hear a song on radio and feel the emotional state of the singer in the song. i can look at photos and do the same. last night i was looking at a friends wedding photos on f.b and could feel how she felt in them, which was the feeling of contentment and nervousness and happy to be married at such a young age as if it were my own feelings. i cant even tell what im feeling and what im pick up from others...