[pharmaclid]

You may be picking up on something John. Let's just say something that's been with me since birth may be leading me astray.

Have you ever heard of something that poses as a spirit guide, but really isn't?

My friend has some that convinced him he was an alien when he was a kid, even took him into channeling his other "alien self."

Mine gives me similar troubles, but mostly distracts me when I'm trying to communicate with God by spouting a bunch of philosophical nonsense. It is very difficult to reach that stillness within with all that rambling.

When this hiss occurred, I succeeded in removing the presence. Now he has returned, but is keeping its distance.

Not sure what I should do about it. I have been praying for guidance on whether or not I should destroy what I have long considered my "other brother."

I realize that he is probably just a part of myself that needs to be controlled, and I dare say I am attached to him. I know he isn't completely dark, because he hangs around until I am in complete communion with God, and then takes his leave. Anything dark would have split long before.

Right now he's like, "you are a priest of the order of Melchizedek..." now he's quiet because he realizes I'm writing down what he's saying, lol.