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**Mboxmaja** · 02-18-2009, 12:26 PM

Some strange things have been taking place in my life, and I think it's beginning to really startle me, almost scare me.

It started with a healing I did on someone, on Feb. 1st. This person has become a good friend now, and we have shared a lot of experiences with the spiritual world.

On February 9th, I had some kind of an awakening. I'm unsure what happened...but I suddenly felt my soul waking up; that's the best way I know to describe it. I felt my life's purpose, my soul's age... I felt bigger, older than this life, like this life was just one step and perhaps even the last step. Very soon after this realization, I had a strange out of body experience... My soul rose up above my body, and there were brilliant colors and white, white light. I remember seeing orbs...I remember feeling as though I knew everything, almost, even though my conscious brain couldn't understand everything. Energy was flowing in and through and around me in weird ways. I couldn't stop smiling. My guide came to me and hugged me in spirit form. It was the most amazing, most indescribable thing...

Inevitably things calmed down. But then things started to happen. I noticed certain things. And in general, I have been emotional and full of ups and downs in the days since. I notice things like my guide trying to get my attention, and how I feel a tingling sensation on my arm in a hand-sized area when he wants to talk to me. I have always loved writing poetry, but lately I am writing up to five poems in a day - I can never seem to stop. I hear ringing in my ears. I get headaches and dizziness sometimes. I've been having nightmares that bring every single fear I have to the surface of my mind and force me to look them in the eye. (During the OBE I realized that my life's purpose was at least in part to overcome some kind of "cycle of fear". Could this be part of it?)

I'm starting to get a little freaked out by these sudden changes. Is something wrong with me? What is going on, here? Is this truly spiritual, or have I really lost it this time?

02-18-2009, 12:26 PM	#1
Mboxmaja Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 510 Senior Member	Changes??? Some strange things have been taking place in my life, and I think it's beginning to really startle me, almost scare me. It started with a healing I did on someone, on Feb. 1st. This person has become a good friend now, and we have shared a lot of experiences with the spiritual world. On February 9th, I had some kind of an awakening. I'm unsure what happened...but I suddenly felt my soul waking up; that's the best way I know to describe it. I felt my life's purpose, my soul's age... I felt bigger, older than this life, like this life was just one step and perhaps even the last step. Very soon after this realization, I had a strange out of body experience... My soul rose up above my body, and there were brilliant colors and white, white light. I remember seeing orbs...I remember feeling as though I knew everything, almost, even though my conscious brain couldn't understand everything. Energy was flowing in and through and around me in weird ways. I couldn't stop smiling. My guide came to me and hugged me in spirit form. It was the most amazing, most indescribable thing... Inevitably things calmed down. But then things started to happen. I noticed certain things. And in general, I have been emotional and full of ups and downs in the days since. I notice things like my guide trying to get my attention, and how I feel a tingling sensation on my arm in a hand-sized area when he wants to talk to me. I have always loved writing poetry, but lately I am writing up to five poems in a day - I can never seem to stop. I hear ringing in my ears. I get headaches and dizziness sometimes. I've been having nightmares that bring every single fear I have to the surface of my mind and force me to look them in the eye. (During the OBE I realized that my life's purpose was at least in part to overcome some kind of "cycle of fear". Could this be part of it?) I'm starting to get a little freaked out by these sudden changes. Is something wrong with me? What is going on, here? Is this truly spiritual, or have I really lost it this time?
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