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Hello Crystaldanika. I had a similar experience as you. I'm not sure if its the same or different, but it sounds like the same feeling.

After all of this, I also shut down for a year, but when I re-awakened, bam!

Anyway, my pentacle is my conflicting feelings towards telekinesis. The last month or so I have been intensely drawn to it, but my absolute devotion to God makes me feel almost guilty about indulging such practices. There is nothing in the Bible saying, "Thou shalt not move objects with the mind," in fact it is quite the opposite [i.e. Elijah lifting the axe-head with the power of God]. Nevertheless, the normal people that have no concept of what we have gone through, what we have seen, and what we are capable of try to convince us that we are abominations, and that we should pretend to be normal even when we are in the privacy of our own homes.

Indeed, they are erecting statues of those that their fore-fathers murdered. Because the seers are capable of speaking with God, and the people are afraid of the things that they are saying. So, they murder them to shut them up, then honor them because they were beloved by God, only to further oppress God's chosen seers.

For you, the pentacle represents a breaking free from that oppresion. Liberation. For me, the art of telekinesis represents secrets that have been hiden for a long time, which I have a burning need to know.

Witch or not a witch, I have the Light of God burning through me and around me, so much so that who I am supercedes mere labels and bigotry. How am I to change that which I perceive, when God Himself takes me by the hand and says, "Open your eyes, perceive the Truth."