[sisimelanyk]

Today when I was busy in the kitchen my 4 yr old came to help me and I was shooing her away because I didn't want to be bothered... just then I felt a strong pressure on my left shoulder and it made me pause for a moment... I immediately recognised the feeling it was 'ELI' - my guide.... It has been a while since I felt him around. I've been too busy being grumpy and mopping around with the usual stuff happening to me - (husband & B-I-L stuff). I woke up with a bad headache stressing myself out for a week and I've been trying to pray/connect to my higher self ... I couldn't even practice my Reiki...

I let my little girl help me peel onions (she enjoys it) when she was done I told her to go play but she insisted she wanted to help me wash the dishes. I immediately said 'NO WAY MISSY', it's too cold and I don't want you getting wet.... AGAIN I felt the pressure on my left shoulder - this time it was a push - I was about to say 'What the....' when I realised that it's "ELI" once again... It brought a smile to my lips (which was missing for a while now...) I said welcome back my friend and I let my little girl help me wash the dishes, the vegetable et al. She had a great time and I had a great time along with her in the kitchen. I realised that this was the first time ever for her... she is growing up and wants to learn and help lately. She gave me a hug and said "mummy, can I help you peel onions and wash the dishes next time your in the kitchen?" and my heart just melted ...

My prayers were being answered and I was too busy being grumpy to even notice it... I feel much better today

I'll have a better focus on clearing and grounding myself today