[lasadeykar]

Wow, you guys are scaring me! The first time this happened to me was last year when I was Astral Projecting, and I think something followed me back, because when I opened my eyes, there was someone standing there, I yelled in surprise, and the being went poof! and there was like... a cross between spider-webs and smoke, then it dissipated.

It probably is just because I'm becoming more and more spiritually aware, but ever since then, when my family will be fighting, I'll walk in there, and I will feel like this oppresive energy that makes me feel stupid and manipulated, and then poof! there's the cloud of smoke/spiderwebs again, and everyone is suddenly ok, like nothing happened.

One time, a few months back, I felt this weird feeling, and I walked into the living room. We were having family over, and I see my dad walk right into the glass sliding door, right in front of everyone. Eveyone started laughing, including my dad, and then poof, there's those spiderwebs again.

I said something along the lines of "What's with all the smoke?"

Everyone turned and looked at me, and someone said, "What?"

I shook myself out of the daze I was in, and said, "Nevermind."

I've begun to identify the smoke/spiderwebs as the exiting of something bad, and the entering of something good. I don't know if its true or not, but that's the way it feels. When I see the smoke, I breath a sigh of relief, and the oppressive energy which was there has vanished!

I may have faeries around me, it is an interesting possibility. Something has been wispering in my ear about an undeveloped talent having to do with painting. I've never drawn anything in my life, but the other day I picked up a pencil, and drew an Angel, and it was actually pretty good. I've been getting really graphic ideas in my mind about things I want to paint, and yet I've never done art before. I think I'm supposed to paint all of the crazy stuff I've seen in my life. And I have seen more than my share of crazy stuff, that's for sure.