EternalNight That's it! For me it is like the world I used to live in is a movie. I barely notice other people when I am alone. When I am with friends it is a bit surreal. It is hard for me to engage in normal conversations because I know that none if it really matters. There is this whole other "reality" that exists so much more vibrantly now. It is almost exactly like the movie The Matrix but the reality part is not dark and destructive. Awakening is being able to see, very clearly, beyond the veil that the majority of society sees as being fake and imaginative. You know how you read some metaphysical writings or listen to *really* in it deep metaphysical people and they sound a little nutty and flakey. Yeah, that's it. That is me now if I were to speak my reality out loud. Aliens, multiple dimensions, ascension, etc are all my everyday. With my third eye I see these "physical" changes with me. Even if I said it here I would sound crazy. I manifest things like crazy and my guidance is so much more immediate and clear. I'm still not entirely sure what exactly I am supposed to be doing but I know very confidently that I am on my way there. I love these experiences even though it sounds unsettling. I am soooo excited about what is happening and I can't wait for it. I love being more open, more feeling, more like my energy is actually going somewhere rather than feeling like I am hitting a brick wall all the time. I love my abilities and I love feeling how I am being taken care of. We are all taken care of but now I feel it. I love knowing what I know. It is just hard to find others in the same situation to talk about it even in the metaphysical community which is why I started the thread. I still have a long way to go but I am so extremely grateful to be here.