[nushentelve]

hi activetopics

I'm interested in what you have to say, because its always been a big 'no no' for me - and yet, I also wonder 'why not'....
this is what I've come up with so far, and its the same, as far as i can tell, with all drugs/stimulants...

The other day, I was drinking coffee - and I activated my chakra system - in a new attempt to discover what it was doing to me on an energetic level - and wow - my heart began to beat over the top - so increased stimulation - and my root chakra started to glow red hot - and then, my crown started spiralling....
and what I got from it was this - in the 'old' days - when the witch doctor or shaman, or 'helper' gave out little 'highs' every now and then - on special occassions or on initiations - it was with a 'kick start' in mind - to help you become aware of what was behind your every day mind - I understand it as this - exactly -
however, these days, we just 'do it' - and see what happens... and we lose touch with the incredible power we have at our disposal. because of easy access - and if money is no objection, why not just 'stay' high....

'use' of drugs for recreational purposes, or for spiritual purposes (more than once or twice a lifetime), for 'lazy and undisciplined' seekers is a high risk area of losing yourself in the shadows of life and not finding your real path.

drugs stop you seeing what is really there - if I was you - after this experience - I would write down everything that happened, and use it as a positive door for initiation into the next level - and leave it at that.

If you wish to continue use- its always your choice. I do no recommend it - and as i was writing - about the experience - a small insect flew into my mouth and made me 'vomit' - (this has never happened to me before) - i take it as a more than a sign - I take it as a warning.

love to you