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**jamisi** · 05-20-2008, 10:05 PM

Yinepu,

I completely agree with you 100%. That is exactly how I am! I do feel off balance and the path that I thought I would choose is not as clear and smooth as I thought it would be. It has made me stop and re-evaluate my decision which has led to a lot of conflict and turmoil. I think most of it is fear based. I believe there is not a right or wrong choice and yet I stand here with this enormous dilemma. I have manifested miracles in my life and I am afraid to jump into them and accept them fully.

The numbers are probably my guides trying to push me over the edge so that I will just freefall into my life rather than sitting on the sidelines scrutinizing every little detail. It is not a coincidence that you would remind me of the scales (I had forgotten). My dilemma has to do with going to law school or pursuing a Master's in writing. I was moving like a freight train and now that I have manifested law school I am standing before it like a scared little girl not sure if I am good enough or emotionally strong enough to take on that challenge. I am afraid that I will not be able to live up to my expectations or the expectations of others. There is also my dislike of conflict and yet I find myself in the middle of it all the time. Going to law school would put me in the center of conflict as a career; something I am not sure I can handle.

However, I think my answer is in my own sign - the scales - balancing of the scales.

Thank you, you have really helped me, I am SO grateful!

05-20-2008, 10:05 PM	#15
jamisi Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 414 Senior Member	Yinepu, I completely agree with you 100%. That is exactly how I am! I do feel off balance and the path that I thought I would choose is not as clear and smooth as I thought it would be. It has made me stop and re-evaluate my decision which has led to a lot of conflict and turmoil. I think most of it is fear based. I believe there is not a right or wrong choice and yet I stand here with this enormous dilemma. I have manifested miracles in my life and I am afraid to jump into them and accept them fully. The numbers are probably my guides trying to push me over the edge so that I will just freefall into my life rather than sitting on the sidelines scrutinizing every little detail. It is not a coincidence that you would remind me of the scales (I had forgotten). My dilemma has to do with going to law school or pursuing a Master's in writing. I was moving like a freight train and now that I have manifested law school I am standing before it like a scared little girl not sure if I am good enough or emotionally strong enough to take on that challenge. I am afraid that I will not be able to live up to my expectations or the expectations of others. There is also my dislike of conflict and yet I find myself in the middle of it all the time. Going to law school would put me in the center of conflict as a career; something I am not sure I can handle. However, I think my answer is in my own sign - the scales - balancing of the scales. Thank you, you have really helped me, I am SO grateful!
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