[jamisi]

Yinepu,

Your posts are so wonderful! Thank you! This morning I was walking past my bookshelves and a particular book stood out to me - the title: Refuse to Choose!

I realized that my indecision may mean more than I originally thought. There are four specific things that I want to do and I have spent the past three years or so bouncing back and forth between them trying to pick ONE. I want to have a law degree, to be a professor, to be a counselor, and to be a writer. I have struggled back and forth between law school, Masters, Ph.D.

I think I will do exactly what you said and just sit back and breathe. Maybe it is time to let the universe take over and for me to be still and stop trying to control the process. I want to do those four things in my life and I do not care in which particular order I do them. I am not going to choose ONE, but I am going to take the path that presents itself to me now and trust that it is the one I need to take at this point in my life. I am going to trust that the path that I should not follow at this time will be closed completely so that I can see clearly where I am going.

Up until this point I kept telling myself that I had to choose ONE and that the decision would be final. I believe that is called all or nothing/black or white thinking. I bet that is another Libra thinking trait

The scales that you reminded me of made me think that balancing the scales means that I don't need to put everything on one side, but that I can juggle these things that I want to and create a perfect balance.

Thank you so much for sharing all this information with me and helping me work through this. You are a wonderful blessing to me