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Wonderful advice and replies. The only thing I would add is if you do want to heal and change your life only you can do that. Wether it be a reiki healing session or asking for advice.

Reiki does about 80% of the healing for you and you need to do the other 20% personally on yourself. Stay positive no matter how bad it seems. Yes, staying positive when all hope is lost seems impossible but it's not. Find something that fills your heart with joy and when you find yourself at the negative thinking process fill it instead with that joy.

My prayers and thoughts are with you.

Love and blessings