[Caliwany]

I have a weird quirk and wanted to know if anyone had any insight.

I have an issue with touching. I really don't touch people unless they are extremely close to me and feel weird when they touch me. Now, this is not your typical "I don't like to be touched" thing. For me touching is incredibly intimate and I don't touch them out of respect. I feel like I am crossing a boundary. As I type this I can see how this can come across as an abuse issue (was not abused that I know of) but I am also extremely sensitive to energy from people. I was once in a bar and this guy stood next to me and all I could see and feel was black. I had to put my husband in between me and him because it was so bad. So I am wondering if I don't touch people because their energies are too intense that way or not. I really don't like to do it so I haven't tried to see what it is like to give more detail.

With my loved ones I am almost addicted to touching them. I love the way their skin feels and their specific warmth. I want to be near them and touching them almost the whole time (I don't because that is just weird and clingy). I am a very tactile person in all areas.

If this is more paranormally based what is it and can I develop a skill from it? If not I'll just chock it up to extreme quirkiness.