I agree with Tinkerbell in always trusting your instinct. Also, consider the condition in which you based your decision on. We receive messages in lets say angel numbers. A less dramatic way of seeing these messages. Now on the other hand if you had a message in your dream and an AH HA moment at the book store then maybe you need to try and understand what your thinking is. Maybe, think for a moment these aren't coincidences and possibly something more. Try and be open and not let fear rule over you. If your instinct says no don't look then DON'T. You need to find your answer within yourself. Long story short I don't believe he is bad. I think anything that deals with the growth and rebirth of life/vegetation/earth is an absolute wonderful thing. Sending thoughts of understanding and love!!