I do not wish to impose my beliefs but since it was someone else who told you that Jesus wanted to hit you than I will voice my opnion. That person may have been picking up on something but it was not Jesus. I do not remember ever reading or hearing that Jesus even once raised a hand to hit someone let alone have a negative thought such as envy. Most times, when I feel I am sitting with Jesus I have no questions as I just wish to enjoy his company.