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12-06-2007, 06:26 AM
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I have two very significant ones:
First
When I was 19 I was in a pretty emotionally abusive relationship but was too emotionally beat up and dependent to do anything about it. One night I had a dream that I was on a college campus and this guy was behind a desk. I handed him a stuffed animal (telling him I like him I suppose) and got really shy and walked away feeling rejected. I was walking down the middle of the street in the rain when he came up behind me and gave me the most amazing hug. I felt so safe and warm and truly loved. That feeling stayed with me that whole day and the contrast between that and what I was currently living in was enough for me to get out of the relationship which changed my life forever. I never settled again.
Second
Shortly after I left this relationship, I was on an isolated beach and saw a black dog in the distance. For some reason I felt if we crossed paths something bad would happen. We kept getting closer so I sat down, delaying our meeting. When I looked up again the dog was gone. Later that evening I felt compelled to go back to that beach. It was dark and again a really isolated beach. Not really smart for a girl to go to alone. The entrance was narrow and covered by trees making a pitch black tunnel. I was terrified, alone, and a storm was approaching so it was really windy. I kept telling myself to turn back that it was not safe and I was too scared but I pushed through. When I came onto the beach the full moon washed light all over everything and in the distance was a magnificent thunderstorm over the ocean. The wind was strong but gentle and it was the most amazing thing ever. I feel that was the day that my spirituality was confirmed. Like a birth almost. It also taught me that even though I may face things alone and they are scary that pushing through will bring me truly beautiful things in my life. I also learned to trust my intuition much better and that it really did mean something and was not just my over active imagination.
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