[Azzi_Kahlila]

Somewhat recently I've been trying to informally meditate before I fall asleep. This mainly means I pay attention to what I am seeing more than anything. I've been getting two interesting things:

1) I had the thought (half asleep) of getting a tattoo of a black dog on the mound of my hand right below my thumb. I did a quick search on both and a black dog is usually an omen of death and that mound indicates your relationship (romantic only I think?) in palmistry. Not good. In my way of not believing that my husband will die or we will otherwise break up, I had another experience with a black dog and it did not result in death. It was about fear though and I was not supposed to cross paths with it or else something bad would happen but the experience as a whole was very transformative. I would say that it was the beginning of my very strong sense of spirituality. I really hope it doesn't mean death

2) During these mini meditations I have been getting what is being called "downloads". The first one was in the palm of my hands and I was told that I can now heal. The other time was through the top of my head and it looked like little tic tacs of light being floated down. Maybe I'll end up with magic powers