[sensation]

I just have to say, the more I make time for meditation and spirituality, the more amazing things get. Earlier, I had done a meditation dealing with ancestors who watch over and help guide us from the other side. Almost immediately, I got three names. My grandfather, my grandmother and my aunt. This was interesting because my aunt died when I was very young and I don't remember her at all. So when Nancy was almost shouting in my head as a name, I was shocked but thrilled! I KNEW without question that this was my aunt.

Anyway, I fell asleep for a couple of hours and woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. I figured I'd just get up and start my day. I wanted today to be the day that I started my workout program again, so I went to find the CD and it was gone. I went to look out by the DVD player thinking I'd left it out there the last time I used it. The DVD wasn't there BUT...the DVD that was made for my grandfather's funeral was sitting there in plain view! I haven't been able to find that DVD for at least two months and it was just there! I must have searched there twenty times over the past two months and it wasn't there.

I thought what an awesome confirmation that my grandfather is with me, and I put the DVD in to watch it. Before it started, I was sobbing and I just couldn't stop the tears. Every picture brought tears and the music spoke to my heart. Toward the end, I started to calm down so I watched it again just being thankful in my mind and heart that he was near me tonight. The second time around there were no tears. I was able to watch his life with a smile on my face and the knowledge that he is still with me. He watches over me, and helps guide me. -- It was truly an amazing experience, and such a powerful acknowledgment. Wow!