I used to get Sara Freder emails too! I never believed it, though a bit of me wanted to. I've always thought claims of 'I'll use my amazing gifts to get you stacks of cash' are similar to 'join my pyramid scheme and you'll be rich beyond your wildest imaginings...' . It goes back to the discussion Mysic and I had about walking your own path, and finding your own way. Trust your own intuition on this one. Even if this girl (the original one) was a scammer, she still may have unwittingly given you some useful insights. The universe works in mysterious ways. And Mystic was right about mistakes - we have all told someone things we wish we hadn't, I'm sure. ACn you see any lessons in this? Ladyisis gave me some excellent advice about journalling questions you feel unsure about (sit down with the question and write whatever comes to mind without censoring yourself, then reread and see what insights are there). My thoughts are with you honey, try not to beat yourself up too much. El xx