Hi Huni it sounds as though you are a little lost right now. In my personal experience, when I have been really busy, foccussed elsewhere, I can lose my 'contact'. I don tthink they actually go anywhere, its just that we tend to block them out. So that we cant hear them. Almost as though our physical comes to the fore over our spiritual us. The first thing you need to do is relax, and know all is ok. Yep stop tying so hard. Take a step back and ask yourself why you may be a tad blocked, or blocking. It may be just because youve been focussed elsewhere, or very tired, emotionally drained, been eating wrong diet, even food changes our vibrations and can 'slow' us down. Then if you can, just let yourself go, be open again. Trust, sarah will be back and singing in your ear again. Love and light to you my dear xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx