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Mother Teresa and her spirituality played a big part in my reversion to the Cahtholic Church. So much so that I soon joined her Order and spent about 3 and a half years in formation. I left right before taking vows.

With that said, I have already read the letters. I think she was authentic in her total gift of self to the Lord which was very radical. She never expected nor desired that the Congregation grow as it did, nor did she expect to become a world renowned figure. She used to pray that if the Congregation had become something that God had not intended it to become then let it dissipate. She only wanted to be faithful to what God had called her to. She was totally selfless.

I too am not understanding how it was that she went so many years with no light at all. This is definately not Orthodox. The saints of the Orthodox Church had to fight with devil and went many years without light but it eventually reaturned to them.