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Marina,
Please, let us not continue this discussion in a public forum. Your response to my post to you perfectly exemplifies what I have been trying to say - I feel that you are not focusing on what I am trying to say, but are reacting, somewhat unpleasantly, I might add, to what you perceive me to be saying.

Some people have great ease in communicating with each other -some do not- some people are drawn to another person immediatley, while with others, it can be seen that it won't work. I only fear that ours could be a relationship that would be only contentious, and my aim on this site is to share my spiritual experiences with others, and to be comforted and to learn from the members of this community, not to have unpleasantries.

I cannot tell you how much I regret that I am responsible for this entire discussion - it has caused me much distress.and anguish.

Breaking my promise to myself, I have responded, but read again my words to you which end, not with "the subject," but "any" subject.

Forgive me, I am a weak and sinful man, and all of this has made me physically ill,

Hieromonk Averky