[NEronchik]

Congratulations!

Thanks

Oh and what I just complained about in the OP and afterwards, it might be difficult for many to understand. But I've never had a job. I've always had a dream, and I've always worked towards that very spesific dream. Not just "oh meet cool people and like not worry and stuff", but damn hard work, read everything on the subject, write an article in this magazine, get interviewed by that person, get to know these people and so forth. Painstaking work but for a dream; I never had a job. I cannot explain it to you. It's emotional and it's so many sacrifices that it sort of makes no sense anymore. It's like wanting to be a pro boxer, you had a pretty good run but when it was all over all you had was damaged brain and no one remembers any of your fights, just mumbling away in some bar grabbing peopel and saying "hey you remember me?" and they're like don't touch me. Yeah. That's what it's like.

Oh yeah! This is all related to the fact that I'm about to get married, which is of course a happy occasion

But I can't be broke, irresponsible dreamer anymore, chasing the entrepreneuer's dragon