[Mowselelex]

your heading of projecting out and the text of people being thirsty ..makes little sense.

are you referring to you astral project which has nothing to do with how you effect others.
or are you referring to your auric field a is large and as it bumps others aura it makes them thirsty.
or are you unknowingly expanding your energy centers and draining others energy centers??????

What I feel with you is you suck peoples energy

whether you realize it or not

you deplete them and it makes them thirsty
it is their bodies need to replenish the drought you created.

do you find people don't want to be around you???or they don't stay friends for long???or they seem to back away from you when you are around???????
it is no reflection on your personality it is possibly your energy fields

I do not know any of this fits you exactly..just throwing my thoughts out to see if any of it resonates with you....


btw..when you ask a question/...people dont always see them. nor come to the forum everyday
so please ..give people time to see and answer. or they need to think about your question before they respond

well I've come to notice people don't see most questions as I've posted this one long ago but it's all good. it forced me to try and find methods for myself. while I still haven't quite understood this particular event, I re-opened many other doors and ways of teaching that were passed down to me long ago

but before I go on

THANK YOU!
I'm not sure but that just could be it.
this may sound bad.. but I know how to purposely redirect energies.. I think these energies are what you call "aura"

as far as people leaving me.. it's the other way around. I'm the one who tends to push people away.
not to sound conceited but I have more people around me who want to be friends or think they're my friends than I can actually handle ha ha ha..
I believe this is because of my personality and how I conduct myself and always reach out to help whoever is in need.

but the depletion of energies hit a bell with me for some reason.

this only happens.. or rather is more noticeable around people who are very saturated in high spiritual energy.

with these people I can see their light energy and whatever shade or color without even trying. normally I have to focus on a person but with people like this I don't have to try as they're always lit up if that makes any sense??

this is when I notice my effect more.. when I see their light flicker... and at times... 3 to be precise the light flickered and then it took shape almost like a flame.. an translucent flame encircling the person and then they headed straight to the faucet to get water as their flame tamed down into a soft glow.. I thought I was Imagining things as these were the first times I saw this.


so maybe the other part of me expanding my energy centers could be it?

if that is the case ho can I hold back?
or rather why would I be expanding? if it's done subconsciously or unconsciously, what could that mean?

I don't consider myself a Vampire like that other member stated as I've given more than I've taken in.

I've take a little bit of energy from one person who gave me permission.. this was part of a teaching / training to see what was ailing her.
I'm very reluctant to take energy from people because of this experience.
I got really sick after and began seeing what I define as demonic figures....

I know I went into another rant here.. but I think you may have hit something there and I thank you for your thoughts and Input on this matter