[CAxrrAYN]

Thanks smiles and southern belle...

I got alot from what you said smiles..

I am now over the hurt and can look back and see why it didn't happen...

"We need to do the work to get to the end result. "

major change currently going on... so I know this lesson was to happen first ( I actually can pinpoint the time my route changed and this was it - the thought I would need this lesson first )...

Southern.. i was hiding my own intuitions and believed in someone elses... I should have went with my own.. (like u said you do)