[Carol]

First off I would like to say that this thread is way too well timed ... I find that in life when i cast judgement I get it back RIGHT away i mean the next day i will see and feel karma affecting my life..but ONLY if i sit and SEE ... So i find this thread to be very inspiring cause yes as long as you just sit and SEE you will get over it you will accomplish it's right in front of your eyes so why not. You know whats funny as I am sitting here thinking about this i see in the corner of my eye this black looking almost finger runnig up and down the wall ..everytime i look at it it's gone if i focus on what i'm typing it's back...I agree totally on this though - i know i am swinging here and there on and off topic- Personal experience with this..I am trying to fnd a way to intergrate my spiritual life so it encompasses all aspects of my life including my church...It's hard .. i have been waiting and watching for over a year now trying to wait for that one word that one answer that will make it all click with me. And then i realized that people who are on the alter and pray take in the holy spirit...figuratively speaking they are training mediums!!! In the bible it states on many many occasions Peter, Paul, Matthew going through awakenings, talking to angels, prophesizing. What's the difference in that then a medium consultation..divination...spiritual enlightenment? But you are right in the fact that society and Church have this on lock down for awhile...Wiccan burnings...knight templars..dark ages. And now we have secret societies in full force also..I have no doubt that they have means of trying to distract us spirituals with negativity...is that a little far fetched ?? maybe?? but they did use psychics to try to win i beleive the cold war?? I can also understand on the side of not wanting to..free will and choice come into play and there is a lot of sacrificing that needs to be made in order to follow the spiritual way..a lot of calming the monkey mind!!! My friend back home use to see auras on people and beings all the time... Last Christmas I was with him and I began talking to him about this stuff ...he is an open minded man who is Aetheist so i figured it would be easier to talk to himabout it...sure enough after a couple of sentences he was bringing back memories he had forgotten..you know when you talk to someone and say something that look in their eyes like "Wow" ... LoL its funny how we forget things from childhood that is naturally attuned to us...and on the other hand maybe not everyone is suppose to be walking around spiritually .. maybe their life lesson is so not go through these experiences and live a life based upon the lessons they are learning...we made choices to do this before we came To Earth and then furthered that choice with the conscious choice of wanting to further it even more.

Sorry for the length I guess you hit a soft spot

God's love and light encompass you