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Old 05-26-2009, 01:46 AM   #13
nTDsD0aU

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The problem is just about everytime I look into it, I've been met with things that make just about no sense, or bits and pieces of information that are insignificant. How am I supposed to believe when I trusted and asked, meditated many times, and nothing happened? It's as if the other side of it wants me to stay unaware. I feel like I'm not a part of anything greater than this, even if there were! And in fact, I even feel as if I'm not apart of the material.

Now others will say that even the material world view makes no sense. Now what? How am I supposed to fit in anywhere if neither is true. I'd prefer there were more to this world but that's not what I was able to percieve. I'd really rather not exist like this anymore with all the confusion. Yes, I am afraid. Afraid to keep looking and to continue to find nothing, or not enough.

(I wasn't talking directly to anyone)[/QUOTE]


I'm not clear as to what you mean by bits and pieces of information that are insignificant? Are you saying that while meditating, you get information but not enough? If you are getting some bits and pieces of information that is more than a lot get. I never found that meditation did much for me but make me sleepy. I just seem to pull things out of thin air more or less. I do energy healing which seems to be easy for me. I can also see auras but that's something I taught myself to do. But my theory on that is if it works, fine if it doesnt', that's fine too. I never charge anyone and limit it to friends. I think that you may be expecting too much. Remember, it must be very difficult to pierce the veil so to speak. So all you will probably get is bits and pieces that you have to put together. The other thing you may what to think about, is what it is you're asking for. I seem to get a lot more response when I'm asking for something for another. The key seems to be compassion for others and needing to help them. I seldom ask for anything for myself as I don't feel that I should and that whatever gift I have been given is to help others.

You seem to be in the middle of a crisis of the soul and not feeling you belong anywhere. Perhaps you need to look at what exactly you want to accomplish and what it is you're asking for. I think what's needed is to develop an accepting attitude towards what is given. More will come as and when needed.

Blessings,

Shaman
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