I did decide that i was fine on my own, that i didnt want anyone else. i had found i was happier on my own, better than having any hassle. i also remember what its like to be with someone else. true in the past, its generally looks i have gone on. before the one that cheated on me, i was with someone for 4 years. it ended fairly rough so after those two (there was one or two more befre this, i havent had loads as i am so picky but...)i was like, nope no more for me. i appreciate and i am thankful for each and everyone of your posts. i think i'll be friends for a while, and see where it takes us. im going to try and open up and let him in. i feel very much to myself, almost like i have a barrier up. i need to try and break this down...somehow