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Old 04-22-2009, 12:48 AM   #13
cemDrymnVem

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We are not attacking you. Or telling you that you need to get a job. We are not like that here.

We are LIGHTWORKERS. In abundance. If you re read your post I think you may see or feel what we did from it. It happens, where we type something and it comes out all wrong. If that's the case, then no worries. You said sorry and we move past it.

As far as help for you. You sometimes can be a martyr. This is not meant to be a stab at you. It is just part of your theme. You also have picked Humanitarian and Charity. There will be many times where you help others for no reason and you are charitable to a fault.

You are wonderfully gifted and you have a wonderful light inside. You need to know that we are all connected and we send you hope, love and light to get through this.

I agree that the world and its materials needed to be separated. Therefore this "shift" in the economy is helping people get back to basics, family, love, togetherness, time for the simple things. It is all in preparation for 2012 - the big emotional shift. The awakening of many of us. "lightworkers"

We are not angry at you - but did want to point out that it felt you were "sounding off" about the other boards, on us.
yeah i know...it has been the stress of 4 years of symptoms, money issues, death of friend and my experience on that indigo forum.

i know it has nothing to do with any of you and i apologize for that 'cause none of you deserved my response but i'm human so i'm not perfect.

i just gave up yesterday. i thought who cares about money or food or anything for that matter.

i told my partner we'll just not eat and see how that goes. i don't care anymore really not. too long all this stuff and i've reached my saturation point.

these symptoms are getting more intense also. our head stuff (everything looks like props on a stage) is more massive than ever before and i wake up exhausted and barely able to get out of bed. heart noises have been frequent lately also followed by gas plus numerous other symptoms.

we've been told we're first wavers under hypnosis but what do i know really. we also have experienced as tolle talks about with losing everything including your beliefs to get to your pure essence beyond form and mind and we also relate to the mahayana buddhists idea of death of ego or sense-of-self. we have also experienced the no-thing-ness.

i don't know anything and i'm just fed up. i just threw up my hands yesterday and said i'm not doing anything. forget it. done done done. and i mean it and feel it emotionally.

thanks guys and gals for caring.
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