[amagmasia]

For some time now I have been having strange feelings at night where as one part of my body starts to shake and my heart beat goes off the scale as if it were beating 200 times per second. the shacking starts to consume the body having me shake all over...Its a relaxing feeling but also an unstable one. While my body shakes uncontrolably I close my eyes and the darkness has a wall I can see. The darkness gets brighter then darker till it begins to flash and a million pictures fly as if it isnt my thoughts at all and then I get some control and I can see a world treez mountain tops and clear water that looks soo real but then, The shaking starts build up to my head and my fingers...My head feels like its going to explode and my hands feel like they are on fire, a cramping between my two eyes feel like someone is pressing it in. At times I can calm the feeling but some part of me calls it back as if it needs it...each time it starts it gets worse and longer till I almost loose all control to calm it....It scares me. I get the energy to move my arm but then it sling shots back to the place it was be4.. I even heard a voice call my name 3 times so far..

While having this feeling it seems that soo much is possible which I cannot explain. I wonder to myself sometimes if I should stop calming this feeling and
let it rip...but what if I die in the process?! Doctors cant really explain it...Im in good condition...Im young, cute and smart with a good life.
What is this feeling? Can I die from this? Should I see whats on the other end?