[iouiyyut]

Sweetie, the first thing I gotta ask is is your feelings about "the void" that you wrote about in another thread. Are you still feeling that way? Your parents are probebly concerned about you and possibley their own safety as well. I am in no way qualified to say go off the meds, but with my background my advice to you is if the meds aren't working for you, talk to your doctor and see if he can change them or lower the dosage ect. You were recently released and need time to stabalize. If them meds arent working at all, get a second evaluation from a doctor, doctor, not just one who dous crisis intervention, and see if that one comes up with the same diagnosis. Sometimes, that happens . Do not be angry with your parents or your condition. Be strong, and try the other avenues before decideing to go off the meds. I'm sorry if this is the advice you didn't want to get, but I have to be honest about it. God dous heal people, but sometimes that healing dous come from things like modern medicine. I hope this is helpful.