[NerbuitW]

I had only one psychotic episode. It was part of the alchemy I took, an experience perfectly planned. My parents don't believe a damn about it though, neither my doctor. I understand my parents fear for a relapse because of the thing I did wasn't very good, to say the least.

I believe the medications will put a brake on my spiritual development, simply because it blocks psychic phenomena, third eye development. Or am I so wrong to believe this? It even hinders healingwork.

A big problem because this is exactly what I wanted to develop.

Who knows, maybe it won't be that bad?