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**NerbuitW** · 01-01-2009, 04:02 PM

Thanks All, for you kind comments and support. I can really use it as I'm falling back to my old not so optimistic self, whom feels lonely now. Maybe a winter depression. It will get better.

I didn't expect a psychotic episode from the Alchemy. It just happened after a while. It's still unclear for me too. I have to say I felt really good afterwards. In awe over everything, really connected. That was after my fear of death. I went through some sort of rebirth. Either way, I'm falling back somehow.

I did meet a girl online during my episode, whom went through the same stuff. A soulmate of some kind? I don't know. All very strange. I believe you would find my story very creepy.

01-01-2009, 04:02 PM	#18
NerbuitW Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 449 Senior Member	Thanks All, for you kind comments and support. I can really use it as I'm falling back to my old not so optimistic self, whom feels lonely now. Maybe a winter depression. It will get better. I didn't expect a psychotic episode from the Alchemy. It just happened after a while. It's still unclear for me too. I have to say I felt really good afterwards. In awe over everything, really connected. That was after my fear of death. I went through some sort of rebirth. Either way, I'm falling back somehow. I did meet a girl online during my episode, whom went through the same stuff. A soulmate of some kind? I don't know. All very strange. I believe you would find my story very creepy.
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