[DexOnenlyCymn]

I often feel the same way. More so before I got closer to what my purpose is. I was told at 19 by my guides that my purpose was to be a mother and my children would be something great. Now, all my life I felt so deeply that I was meant for something big. I was so different than everyone there *had* to be a reason I went through so much isolation. So when I heard my guides say that my heart sank because *I* wanted to be something great.

Now I am a mom and I fought very hard to be one. I am not naturally drawn to kids and sometimes still struggle but I know what my guides told me was true. I fulfilled that one destiny and now they are revealing another one to me. So it turns out you have more than one. Or can have more than one.

Also, I am getting closer to my purpose but I still have no detailed idea of what it is. I know it is there and I know I am on the right track. From what they do tell me (they are not really telling most people the details) I am in disbelief because it seems so much bigger than me. I trip myself up trying to get there but I have NO CLUE how I will get there. That is the exact reason why they do not tell us right now what our purpose is. It is something that, if we knew, we would screw it up by trying to control it.

Keep your desire in your heart. Don't worry about believing if you are worthy or able to achieve it. Feel the feeling of your own personal greatness. The "hows" will work itself out believe it or not. If you like music, go play at an open mic. Don't worry about making it big right now. Right now you just have to set the intention of doing what you are meant to do and just do it. Even if it is super minor like playing in your bedroom. You need to send the signal out there. It also may not be your thing after all...then move to something else you feel moved to do. No stress and no worries. You will beat yourself up trying to over analyze something you do not have access to anyway.